turn it up

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 16:23:24 GMT

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
there were several aristocrats and wealthy landowners in the elizabethan period who were closely involved with the pirates and smuglers operating in the british coastline and who profited from their activities.

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?:
my pillow

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?:
from whack to mack

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
12:15ish maybe later

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
12:17

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
my mom and her boyfriend talking

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?:
last night, i was coming home from hanging out

8: before you came to this website, what did you look at?:
myspace

9: what are you wearing?:
mesh basket ball shorts and my locust tshirt

10: Did you dream last night?
i don't remember

11: When did you last laugh?
last night

12: what is on the walls of the room you are in?:
pictures, calendars, posters, pirate flag, picture frames, guitar strap, dead roses, a mirror, things people made me or gave to me, ehhh that's about it.

13: Seen anything weird lately?:
hmmm... not that i can recall.

14: What do you think of this quiz?:
i don't know..

15: What is the last film you saw?:
the prince and me

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
a new car

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
there really isn't anything to tell

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?:
the way we eat and exercise

19: Do you like to dance?:
guuh all the time

20: George Bush:
i don't care

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
well i hate kids.. so i would name her fuckhead

21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
cocksucker

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
hmmm

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 03:54:22 GMT

ANGER.
1. who did you last get angry with? my mom
2. what is your weapon of choice? knives
3. what is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? wow... hahahah like 7 shots of jaggermiester, and countless budlights, like a whooooole lot, and a lot of midori sours. wow.. there were other occasions where i had more tho, but i don't remember
4. have you ever used a professional diet company? yeah i suppose, i was taking metabolife for a while.
5. do you have an issue with your weight? yeah kind of
6. do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? salty
7. have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH"? hahahahahahahhahahahahahahah

LUST.
1. how many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? too many to fucking count.
2. how many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? err.. like 9 maybe
3. have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? hahahahah yeah, but not intentionally
4. what is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? hips, lips. neck and shoulders
5. have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? no, but one time i was offered a job working for bare assets, when i was 17 years old. haha
6. have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? no
7. is love at first sight really lust? nah.. i don't think so, not all the time anyway.

GREED.
1. how many credit cards do you own? count.. ZERO
2. what's your guilty pleasure store? hmmm.. forever 21 i suppose..
3. if you had $1 million, what would you do with it? buy a new damn car, and get my own apartment, with NO roommates!!! YEAHH!
4. would you rather be rich, or famous? famous, cause i?d be rich too. [i'll stick with jens answer, it's good.]
5. would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?it depends on the job.. i could do boring i suppose
6. have you ever stolen anything? hahah yeah
7. how many MP3s are on your hard drive? haha none

PRIDE.
1. what one thing have you done that you're most proud of? anything that involves responsibility
2. what one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? that i am not in jail
3. what thing would you like to accomplish in your life? getting my diploma and going to college.
4. do you get annoyed by coming in second place? who doesn't.
5. have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? hahaha yes.
6. have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? blahhh yeah
7. what did you do today that you're proud of? taking all 3 dosages of my medicine

ENVY.
1. what item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? a nice car
2. who would you want to go on "trading spaces" with? no one
3. if you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? giselle
4. have you ever been cheated on? yes.
5. have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? yep
6. finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? WRATH! [anger]

my lungs are collapsing.

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 16:48:14 GMT

i have never had so much trouble breathing in my life.
and i took my medicine today

i don't want to go to work.. but if i call in, i'll have to sit at home. and sitting at home makes it hard to breathe.
god.

this is the worst feeling ever.
not being able to breathe, i feel like i am drowning.

i wish i could call in but i don't think i am going to. :(
if i do.. i think we're going to try to go to daytona.

i would really like to, since this is like the only chance i would get to go.. cos no one would ever drive me there... because i have shit for a car.

ok. i decided that i officially hate my life.
i really do, like i can act happy all i want, but i really really hate my life.

i love him. <3

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 17:12:35 GMT

meatloafissalty: you are deff the cutest girl ever'
meatloafissalty: i decided that today
xtheblack pe arl: you're so cute
meatloafissalty: we need to be cute together
xtheblack pe arl: we do indeed

wow

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 04:03:23 GMT

i don't think you know. how much i really miss you.
<3333

im so glad i can still talk to you

ok so forget it

Tue, 13 Jan 2004 04:46:52 GMT

i lied. i don't have a crush on anyone. you all have a crush on me.
what the fuck..

seriously. it's got to stop, because it's all too much.
<3333

im sick of waiting

Sat, 10 Jan 2004 16:34:27 GMT

i need a new car now.
i need more tattoos now.
i need to move out of melbourne now.
i need to get a better job now.
i need to have more money now.
i need someone to love now.

fucking

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 06:08:23 GMT

1)Using band/artist names, spell out your name:

as i lay dying
until the end
get up kids
underoath
stretch armstong
these arms are snakes

against me!
norma jean
daughters
examination of the
reversal of mand
small brown bike
orchid
no doubt haha

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
many

3) What song makes you cry?
hmmmm none

4) What song makes you happy?
good songs

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
good music.. i don't know

6) Name a song by Coal Chamber:
you're fucking kidding me right hahahah i have never heard them

7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger?
billy idol, david bowie, blondie, and guns n roses

8) First album you ever bought?
dr.dre chronic

9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why:
hmmm a lot of songs, remind me of a lot of different people...

i don't want to condone your actions.

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 04:40:59 GMT

i want to learn to fly a plane
fly to your city and travel far away together
i might just do that on a day
quite like today.

let's push things forward.

Tue, 30 Dec 2003 04:56:38 GMT

i don't really care about a whole lot anymore. nor do i care about people anymore.
i guess im meant to die alone and unhappy.. cos i always seem to determine that i am only good for myself. and i don't want anyone else around.
i don't know.
i kind of want a boyfriend, and im pretty sick of waiting around. it sucks. .. boys are so shitty. i could name a couple people that i would love to date.. but i never would because they're just disgusting. they don't want a girlfriend, or they like someone else, or they're fucking slutty.. .. it's just fucking stupid.

i think i would be a pretty fucking great girlfriend.

i don't know. how about i just give up
because it almost doesn't seem worth it..

busted

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 05:54:44 GMT

dude. new journal.
uh oh.. uh oh!

xoxox